A quick goodbye to my wife in the blackness of predawn. My
mind spins as I slide into a seat on the bus. The sun will never come up this
day because the bus will lurch from Oceanside's darkness into the Los Angeles
smog belt, and will slip from there into the fog belt of San
Francisco.
The driver lets us out for lunch and I sip a glass of orange
soda. Before returning to the bus, I buy a paperback book titled
The Lost
Command about a group of French paratroopers operating in Indochina, and
later in Algeria. I spend the afternoon reading about a war the French lost, and
about the warriors they abandoned. Confident we will do right what they did
wrong, occasionally I doze.
.
Nearing San Francisco, the bus passes
several wineries that advertise complimentary tasting rooms. My wife and I had
spoken of stopping at one of those, but never did. It hits me that we and our
families should do what we want when we can, because we might never have another
chance.
.
I reach San Francisco in time to make the connection for Travis
Air Force Base, but a mob of humanity has crowded around the baggage claim
counter because of a redcap strike. I hear my bus to Travis being called away,
and jump the line to get my Val Pak suitcase and footlocker from behind the
counter. I volunteer a sharp-looking Army sergeant who has the time to help, and
we reach my bus just before it pulls away. My words to the sergeant are the
first I've spoken since saying goodbye to my wife back in Oceanside.
.
On
the bus to Travis, I sit next to a Marine second lieutenant ground officer named
Ed, who was just commissioned at Fort Meade, Maryland, and transferred to
WestPac Air Forces. He is one of the hundreds that the Commandant declared we
would commission from the ranks to fight this war. Ed, straw-haired and
pale-eyed, has two roles to learn at once how to be an officer, and how to fight
a war. He looks like a small, scared, skinny kid, but he's going out to do a
man's job.
.
Travis at ten o'clock at night is like Grand Central Station
on a holiday weekend. Through the throngs, I see a short, skinny Army private at
the head of a check-in line who needs shots. He pulls off his shirt and
undershirt, gets painted with Merthiolate from shoulders to elbows, and gets
needles popped into both arms and both shoulders. A shiver goes down my spine
and I swallow twice. You can't look more vulnerable than him. He's going to get
sick and sore from those shots, and this is just the beginning of his
year.
.
I commence last telephone calls. My father tells me he is proud of
me, and speaks of new orders mailed special delivery to his house telling me to
report to Commander U.S. Military Assistance Command, Republic of Vietnam,
whatever that is. Saying goodbye, I search out the Marine Corps liaison counter
and hand my orders for WestPac Ground Forces to an Air Force sergeant on duty. I
ask if he knows of a change to my orders. He raises his eyebrows, and points at
an empty desk nearby bearing a nameplate, "Marine Liaison NCO."
.
"All I
do is process passengers," he says. "If you think you have a reason not to carry
out your orders, we will assign your seat to somebody else and you can present
your case to the gunny during regular working hours after 0800 tomorrow." As a
senior captain, I have no intention of telling a gunnery sergeant that I don't
think I really am supposed to go to Marine Corps Ground Forces WestPac, so I
decide to just carry out orders I have and fly to Okinawa for
staging.
.
After I complete my phone calls, I meet two other Marine
captains. One is Chuck Dawson, returning from a Marine Barracks tour in Iceland,
where he was with his family.
1 Chuck, five-foot
eleven, blond-haired and blue-eyed, looks like he hasn't seen the sun in three
years. He had thought he was going to Okinawa for duty and was surprised to see
his orders modified to the 1st Marine Division (lstMarDiv) in Vietnam. He
complains that he has had no time to get into shape, and has received no updated
training.
.
The other captain is Don Lohmeier, coming from Fort Meade, and
also going to the 1stMarDiv. Don, five-foot nine, slim and dark-haired, is an
ex-enlisted man. He is a serious talker who is as ready for war as any Marine
can be who is jumping off for the first time into the unknown.
Young Ed,
the second lieutenant I had met on the bus, joins us. Smiling guardedly, he
informs us that he has learned he will go to Iwakuni, Japan. His future will be
quite different from ours.
With a couple of hours to pass before flight
time, we head to the Air Force's nearby slop-chute, called the "Long Branch
Saloon." Jammed with some 200 empty wooden chairs and tables, and dimly lighted,
it looks more like a barn than a saloon. At this time of night its only
occupants are the bartender, who is leaning on the bar talking to an off-duty
Air Force sergeant. The clock hands point straight up, and at midnight of the
first day I eat the first food since breakfast back home in Oceanside-a
toaster-heated sandwich-and follow it with a sixteen-ounce schooner of beer.
Outside, it is as dark as it was when the day
began.
Footnote
Chuck Dawson's attitude surprised me,
because I had thought that all Marine officers on duty outside of the Fleet
Marine Force (the Marine Corps' operating force)kept in shape, physically and
professionally, on their own initiative, particularly with the Vietnam War
buildup. Note the difference between Chuck and another professional. Almost
seven years later, in January of 1973, Marine Lieutenant Colonel Gerry H. Turley
and I clasped hands at the Vietnamese Marine Corps Division Command Post at
Huong Dien (see sketch map 1). My long-time friend spoke with excitement but
without bravado about his part in a heroic defense against the North Vietnamese
Easter offensive during March and April of the previous year. "Fred, this is
what I learned. Plan for the moment that may never come. Prepare yourself for a
higher level of courage than you think you'll ever need. Your time may never
come, but if it does, you'll be ready, and you'll carry it with you for the rest
of your life."
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